To be tarnished
under his hands
a glorious dirtying of my soul
that takes me out of myself
and gives me back more of me
than I ever knew existed.
.
Wings of white
smudged with ash
as I allow myself
to feel what is forbidden
as I begin to understand
that my desires
as deeply dark as they have become
make me whole.
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©SirenSong1208
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